Consequences

i once saw this lady on the streets of Nairobi and i was so heart broken. My pals and i tried talking to her, she never spoke back. my gal gave her money and we told her to be at that same spot the next day so that we could bring her stuff, but she never showed up. i have always wondered what happened to her and with her baby's face and cry still in my head i write;

he was probably drunk or
needed some cheap lay
she was probably hungry with
no money to feed herself
he probably found her on the streets or
probably met her in a bar,
but they laid with each other
she probably was paid, but
cash that would not last her a
night
a child was the consequence

now she sits on the streets
but she does not beg
she just sits there looking lost in her
thoughts and
if you try converse with her
she acts like she don't understand
the baby is only one month old
but already sick from the cold
its immune system crapped up
'cause she cannot feed herself or
the baby.

does he know that a baby
resulted to his sexual satisfaction
that due to his action
there was a reaction
or
does his life continue as
if nothing happened?

see
we act like what we do
does not matter
we walk around acting like we do
not care
we walk in and out of peoples' lives
like we do not affect them
yet probably we left their
life course changed
yet probably we left effects
that lead to long life infections

for how long shall our fleshly lust,
our greed, our gluttonous of life
be more important than empathy
for how long shall we walk around
sunk in apathy
for how long shall we act as if
our actions do not have
consequences?

check yourself!!

-ONE-

Discovery

New star has been discovered which scientists say is a million years old and shall live 10 million more before it breaks into smaller stars: it is 20 times brighter than the sun and 615 times bigger than the earth. Leaves you wondering why it took so long to discover such a huge/monster star

Law of the land vs. law of God.

Lately I have asked myself how come we are more scared of laws of the land than the laws of God. The world has changed so much since I was a child. When I was growing up life was simple, loving did not come with a price like today. Family was valued and God was feared. Today, years later, a lot has changed and love has become more of a convenience and viewed as a status quo. Family is seen as a nuisance and people do whatever they feel like without caring who they are hurting. I hear they call it ‘man eats man society’.

When did we start glorifying the law of the land and dismiss the law of God?
For example; the common law states that one shall not kill, steal and not pay taxes etc. which most of us are scared of breaking because we know this can land us in jail or on a death sentence. Doesn’t God’s law state the same yet we dismiss His wrath upon us which is death. How come we are no longer scared of the laws of God anymore?

We tend to behave like breaking of God’s laws has no consequences. It is as if one is doing no wrong so long as everyone is doing it. Following a wave/crowd does not mean it is right. I have seen people follow fashion trends, fall into peer pressure because they want to fit in. Why can’t you just stand out and be your own man/woman? Is it that bad not to fit in?

For example; fornication, adultery has been accepted in the society such that if one is not indulging in it, he/she is considered as not trendy. Having sex with more than one partners earns you respect in your peer group. If you are a virgin you are viewed as ‘backwards’. It is stated clearly in the bible that fornication, adultery is a SIN. Sex is supposed to be sacred, between MAN and WIFE, but nowadays it’s a pass time pleasure for anyone and everyone. Does this mean that God was crazy when He gave these laws?

The excuse I hear people give is that ‘I am human’. My heart breaks every time because this is the lamest excuse we can give; God gave us a very powerful tool which is our mind. However, we no longer use it because we do not want to tire. The mind can send signals to our bodies as well as be used for self control. We do not try hard enough because we know there is always something to fall back on ‘I am human’. How long shall one use this as an excuse? When shall you stand up for what you believe in, your principles, your dos and don’ts? For how long shall you follow the crowd?

The ‘I do not care’ attitude has taken over and we have equalized God to a human being that much I believe. God no longer matters to us; He is one of us now (very sad). Forget that His wrath is upon us, what about all the STD s, unwanted pregnancies that lead to abortions? Enough women die every day as they try to abort, yet there are women out there who would even kill just to bear children. Cases of AIDS are on the rise, but people still say it’s a myth. People still do not learn. How sad the society has become. They may say that ‘ignorance is bliss’, but believe me it is not. Open your eyes and ears, hear and listen to what the world is saying. Every action has an equal reaction. Look around you; learn from what is happening to you and others because the world is in trouble. We are perishing due to our own sins and unless we repent and change our ways we are doomed. The earthquakes, floods and calamities happening lately are a sign yet we do not realize it, we think it’s natural.

Heed God’s words…He said, “My people shall perish for lack of knowledge”.

Regardless of how we twist His words, come up with our own laws, God’s law still stand.

hush and listen

i believe if God would be human for a day this is what He would say because all the time we go asking for what we want yet we do not take the time to just shut up and listen to Him. He talks to us in all sorts of ways; thru' dreams, bible verses, the people in our lives as well as consequences happening. today just take a moment, be still and LISTEN.


Many a times when
I try to talk to you
to let you know what I feel
I try to let you in on who I am
what I need, want
but you never

hush and listen

you just talk on and on
about who you are
what you want and need

I try to let you know
about my dreams, my future plans
my hopes
try to let you know
what I hope to achieve
but you don’t

hush and listen

you boast all thru’ of your achievements
sing of your riches and
display me around like a trophy

My pain, my joy
my happiness, my sadness
how my day has been
I try to share
but you don’t

hush and listen

you talk on and on about your friends
their issues, your drinking spree
and brush me off

As I lay down
at the end of the day
I cry me to sleep
and
as I wake up the next morning
I realize it is another day
that you shall not

hush and listen

Haiti quake

Many including i are wondering what the Haiti quake was meant to pass across. I have this tendancy of looking at things from a deeper level and Haiti makes me feel like it is the end of the world(my take). As long as i have lived, never have i seen so much damage from a quake and for it to hit in the capital city, that was scary. It saddens me that so many people have to see death and lose their loved ones and there is not much they can do about it.

today take a moment of silence and say a prayer for them

Happy new year

Its 2010 my good people, i want to wish a happy one to all my readers n blessings upon thy lives,may all your heart desires be met.


we all have resolutions, big things and ideas in our minds, its a new beginning for some of us. I wish yu guys all the best in this year

Its been a while, but nxt year we got big things coming.


the year has been uphill n downhill for me, but a lot i have learned n i can only thank God that i opened my eyes wider.


i wish yu a very Merry Xmas n Happy New Year 2010. May the Lord guide u all.